a better place, a better time

so last night was meggie d's partayyyy

francesca and i made her her series of unfortunate events and its FANTASTIC.

she loved it. and will forever.

so yea last night was fun. that is really all i can say. fun fun fun .

and i enjoyed it cause i like feeling rebellious to my parentals.

and so now its superbowl sunday and im planning on watching AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL till then. 

boy update? i like a lot. or a few. whatver. girl update? i dont like girls. they piss me off. a lot. so die.

ready go.

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAGGIE DOHERTY and incoming Sam and Christina. as of next weekend. im exciiiited for that too. realllly quite excited.

alright so thats all for now for all you people that actually read this i know i am just so CHARMING.

goodbye

too bad.

for you.

because

you are annoying.

hahahaha

game today

6 practices left.

5 games.

AKJDBGJLSBNLJASHOJSDUHGKDSGL

YESSS

drivers ed. next week.

death...aka AAU. really soon.

what else.

meggie d's bday this weekend

sam and christinas next.

DAAAAHAA

 

and you. you're cute.

 

OH ISNT THIS EXACTLY WHERE YOUD LIKE ME?

IM EXACTLY WHERE YOUD LIKE ME YOU KNOW

PRAYING FOR LOOOVE IN A LAP DANCE

AND PAYING IN NAIVETY

 

 

okbye

ohhhhhhiiiiii

 

i want your face.

reaaaaaaaaaallly quite badly

ohhh its been awhile

RECAP

im 16.

pinstripe melee was THE BEST TING EVER.

no you dont even know.

EVER

and then my birthdayyyy

ohhhhh ilovehim

ANYWAYS.

today. i dont know

aahahha im getting my permit tomrorow

it is also francesca and jenna's birthday

OH BOY!!!!

i have a huge bio report to do

HAHA. im not.

anyways

they dedicated a song to me... THE BEAST WITHIN. OHHHHHHHHH BOY.

yesssss

ok so .

i hate YOU. like hurt you.

i love yoouuuuuuuu/hate..ish

and im not sure. about taht one. i might like him.ehhhhhhhhbad

 

KBYE

i hate my life.

more than you

so shut up

 

 

ughhhhh

someone shoot me.

:-(

 

booo i hateyouuuuu jerk

SO TODAY is a snowday

i just read all of my old entries

im effing insane i just want you to know

but yea i was looking at my lists of poeple that i liekd and when i narrowed it down to 3. AHHAHAHHAA

but currently it is 1.

plus or minus annoying people

but i love him

no no

actually right now i hate him

 

"and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield"

AHH <3

yaya anywho

so this weekend

1-leaving for espopus

2-At esopus

3-coming home to do lots of homework

HOORAHHH

no im excited for esopus now anyway

ive decided that the boy up there will always be around so i should just be normal. yup

CHRISTMAS IS SO SOON OH MY GOD

16 days? and then that means lke 21 DAYS

TILL IM 16 HOLY SHIT

no wait

ahahhaha i mean 23 days

oh my god i am so dumb

basketball is ruining my life yup

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i might also

like that one...

:-\ badbadbadbadabd

worse than bad

like THE WORST

it actually could NOT GET ANY WORSE THAN THAT.

since it is so unattainable

ok so i should go and do homework since i have so much of it.

 

OH WAIT

iTS A SNOWDAY

screw school

i hate lab reports

BYE

hmmm

i cannot decide.

the mood changes are pretty drastic.

a little too drastic.

maybe

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT

I DONT EVEN KNOW

 

 

but i love you and that is all that counts.

yup i do.

yayyy turkey trot

it was quite fun

i must admit

i love thanksgiving and it's really almost christmas

which means it's almost new years eye.... woa. eye? EVE

which means it's almost my birhtday

which means

I CAN ALMSOT DRIVE

i love snow

and im so excited to snowboard

ok so im extremely irritated.by you. so SHAPE UP

ready go

*miss terry voice*

ew i hate myself

bye

 

i hate you.

thanks.

BYE.

*DANCES*

 

YAY

awwww

you wiiiiinnn

NO WAIT

I WIN

YAYAYAYA hooray for being back in the loop of...

oh nevermind.

hooray for the madness!
<3mcs

 

ohmygodiwannaseestreetlightmanifestomorethanfuckinganything.

kthanksbye

 

ok so you don't suck so bad anymore.

i guess

actually it doesn't matter really.

 

BUT YOU ON THE OTHER HAND.

I HATE.

argh

ready set DIE>

 

guess what. i've wanted a boyfriend for 6 (COUNT THEM 6) days now.

AHHHH ok so now come on prince charming. hahaha i hate myself

basketball has started.

my life has ended

yada yada

SRE is amazing and i love them. a lot. minus patrick cause he looks funny. hehe

so uhhh I MIGHT GO SEE STREETLIGH ON DECEMBER 2ND FOR THEIR LAST SHOW BEFORE THEY TAKE ANOTHER 456 years to make a new cd. WEEEEE ayyayaya

its in poughkipsee. yesss i love spelling.

HP ON FRIDAY> im getting out of practice early

HAHAHAH. yesss i love my mom.

no not really. but right now i can tolerate her.

 

ok im leaving i have to eat before i run 577 minute drills. BLEH

i don't really enjoy you.

nope

i really really don't

actually

i would prefer if you were kicked in the face.

 

thats alll

 

 

AHSIJKNKJNRUEHF

 I WAS JUST KIDDING.

jerk

OH MY GOD

HOW THE HELL DID  I FORGET THE BEST PART

 

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU.

 

*sees that one...over there*
"UGHHHHHHH"
"ehhhh"
*wonderous being comes and shakes hand*
"just think of the good things in life"

lalalalala. that isnt the point. but it is extremely relevant.

i love my freak. AYAYAYYYAYAY

 

ok thats really all
bye

hmmm

yes. this is better.

definetely. this is awesome.

right. good. mmhmm

anyways

babysat from 4-130. i love my life.

tomorrow. bio stuff and then children are coming over.

i need a new boy. i dont like mine. none of them are good. nope.

i love less than jake. i just got their cd.

were being dead punks for halloween. like PUNK ROCK ISNT DEAD ITS ONLY COMOTOSE.

were gonna have punk rock shirts on (im the clash, j ramones and lidya sex pistols) yesssss

LIP RINGS. which are a must. and lots of MAKEUP.

plus or minus some other stuff. ill dye my hair

AND IT'S NOT SO COMPLICATED
TO EXPLAIN WHY THESE FEELINGS FADED.

 

urrrrrr

i need a concert. that is what i need. can you say rooney/academy is...? hell yes.

i hate school. im doing bad and i promised myself that this year i would try!. and im NOT. and my grades are not excelling. sure theyre good and whatev but NOT GOOD ENOUGH. i hate that im so college paranoid.

 

thats all.

kthanksbye

so i liked this guy and then he liked me back and then i didnt like him anymore. STORY OF MY LIFE the end.

ughhhhh

I DONT LIKE THIS AT ALL.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT THAT.

MORE THAN ANYTHING.

HALF BECAUSE I CANT.

AND I DIDNT THINK I DID.

goddammnnittt

BOO hatred.

new count. ready set.

8. AWESOME.

 

i have to do so much today. kill me

ok so its back to 7.

actually illsay 6 just because i dont want to get out of hand.

i hate school

i love weekends

im excited for halloween

and christmas and my birthday and to drive and summer

YAYAYAYYAYAAYYYA

SUMMMERRRRRRR

ohhhh. how i miss thee

lalaaaa

went  to see elizabeth(AN)town with france since no one else is cool

i saw about 50% of the population at the mall. AND IT WAS CLOSED. ?

movie was cute. although i cant see it again until it comes out

1-just because

2-I HAVE NO MONEY. thats right IM BROKE.

AYAYAAAA

ok so HOMECOMMMINNNGGG

nothing special but it was a lot better than last year

lets seee, nat's, food times about 468 billion, a little mayhem on the jewelry front, readiness, pictures, baileys, freezing, DANCEEEEE DANCE we're falling apart to halftime.

ohhh well

they played WEEZER. my favorite band. can you say SHOOT ME? no i dont think you can. cause i already said it. thanks. ewww beverly hills you ruined my life. BYE.

yea so i knew about 15 songs. which is really not so bad. we saw airport kid. fun funnnn...ish

i missed some good songs when i had to wait around for the whole freaking court thign. COOOOOOL. ryan and i were planning on waltzing. but decided that might be pretty weird. and i cant waltz. lydia's after which included early sleep/530 conversations and missing children. yesssss were so coooool.  then PAINT we painted it was NICE. yea yea yea

what elllseeee

nothing. nope. uneventful really

i was expecting something really exciting to happen but it didnt. but it was a lot better than i TRULY expected it to be. cause i knew nothng exciting would happen... but i wanted it to. OK NO I DONT RELALY KNOW WHAT IM ON ABOUT. shut up.

LALALA you sang to me
baby don't you cry
put your arms around me child
and live with me tonight

iloveyouweez

SO MY LIST. which before had 7!!!!

has now been limited tooooooo

DUN DUN DUN drumroll please

BEFORE:1-NO. you lose.
2-mmm. you're fortunate looking
3-questionable. weird. nahhh
4.no comment.
5.you. are. the. cutest. ever.
6-no thanks. i hate you more than anything
7-bad bad bad bad bad bad!!!!!

AFTER: the remaining few....

3-sure.
4-COMMENT. no not really but almost
7-still bad!

WAHOOOO

 

its 3. that is 4 less.

no no im totally kidding myself but whatev

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ok im done for the most part.

BYE

homecoming! i love you!

yay!

buuutt

i cant update now. so i will later.

PREVIEW.

my list has become a lot smaller :-)

WOOAAAAAAA